I didn’t sleep that well last night.

I’m starting to get depressed. I’m in paradise, but that doesn’t change who I am. I can’t talk to girls. I see people hooking up and being happy, but I’m not one of them.

However, I think I know a way out of this sad state.

Food!

I barely had any lunch. It’s hot enough that I don’t feel like eating. I’m going to blame that.

Other than that, it’s been raining a lot. Which might be good. Hedonism will give you a free night’s stay if the weather is bad. But it screwed up a fashion shoot I helped with. They had finished primary photos and were about to do a video when it started pouring. The half hour delay meant that it started getting dark while they were filming. Still, I got to help out and hang around beautiful models and being a nice guy.

Of course, nice guys finish last.