At the airport

It bothers me how little I feel about this trip. It is to the Caribbean! I should be excited. But no, nothing. I know I’ll have a good time once I get there, but today has just been another day. My coworkers were more excited than I was. I focussed on doing my job, and finishing up as much work before I left. Heck, I was the last one to leave the office and had to lock up.
Story of my life. My emotions don’t really surface in anticipation. It does mean less stress as I don’t worry about something I’m not thinking about. Although some stress would have made me pack sooner. Too much of it remained at the last minute.
Maybe it is because I hate airports? But I’m over the worst of it. My luggage is checked in, I just have to wait to board. I’ve taken something to make me sleepy so I should be able to sleep to Toronto.
I foresee no difficulties.